Transparency ALERT 👀
My life is chaos (ok, you already knew that) and sometimes, even with the help of my happy products I STILL have some 💩-tty ass days. That is REAL life. I will NEVER sugar coat things.
Like today, when I am over stimulated and TRIGGERED with noise from the sheetrock crew for the 5th week and I still do not have a workspace because working from home still requires an office of sorts so I'm on the couch, again. (Maybe I shouldn't have sold my dining table so soon🤦♀️) I am NOT a person that deals well with lots of background noise, even on road trips I will drive for HOURS in complete silence AND if you're wondering why I don't go outside... country living means country internet 🤣🤣
This morning I was chatting with a friend who started building her house in July and they are almost done 😭😭 my anxiety and stress hit FULL FORCE and the water works started.
Brooke Turner had to deal with me crumbling into tears because we are rocking on our 4th month of renovations and my anxiety tells me THERE IS NO END IN SIGHT. The truth of the matter, anxiety WILL rear its ugly head. It WILL try to convince you of things which are not real. I told Brooke that God is showing me what it's like to make plans without Him leading the way. Lord, I hear you!! I promise, I hear you.
So, to all the people out there who deal with stress and anxiety and try to act like nothing is wrong, its ok to be YOU - flawed and all. Just know that some of us deal with it too and find help along different avenues.
So here I am, on the couch... working in my pajamas while wearing ear protection.
How is YOUR day going?